INTRODUCTION — The Day the Invisible Became Real
Everyone talks about spiritual warfare like it’s something symbolic or far away.
But nobody prepares you for when it becomes real — when the invisible pushes into your physical life.
For a long time, I brushed off the signs.
I tried to explain everything logically.
I told myself:
“No, that didn’t happen.”
“It’s just stress.”
“I’m tired.”
“I’m imagining things.”
Until one day… I couldn’t explain it away anymore.
This is the story of how I finally realized:
I wasn’t fighting my mind — I was fighting something spiritual.
The First Physical Signs: When It Started in My Body
The attacks didn’t show up big at first.
They came quietly. Slowly. Strange moments I couldn’t understand.
It began with:
- Pressure on my body at night
- Random sharp sensations
- A feeling of heaviness
- Strange movements I couldn’t explain
- Something touching me when nobody was there
- A presence watching me
I questioned myself.
I questioned my sanity.
I questioned everything…
But deep down, something felt wrong.
It wasn’t medical.
It wasn’t anxiety.
It wasn’t exhaustion.
Something was happening that the natural world could not explain.
When the Attacks Happened During Prayer
What made me stop doubting myself wasn’t the attacks —
it was when they intensified during prayer.
Every time I tried to pray:
The pressure increased.
The movements got stronger.
The air around me changed.
My body reacted violently.
And I felt something fighting back.
Prayer was supposed to bring peace —
but instead, it exposed the battle.
That’s when I said to myself:
“This isn’t normal. Something is resisting my prayer.”
That was the moment the spiritual and physical collide
When Something Moved Inside My Body
This was the turning point.
I felt something move in my body that was not natural.
Not digestion.
Not muscle spasms.
Not stress.
A crawling, shifting, slithering-type movement that made no sense.
That’s when I said:
“No. This is NOT normal.”
No doctor could explain it.
No X-ray or test showed anything.
The only explanation was spiritual.
That was when God whispered to me:
“You’re not imagining it — you’re under attack.”
The Night I Felt a Presence in My Room
One night, the room felt heavy — thick — like something was breathing in the darkness.
I wasn’t asleep.
I wasn’t dreaming.
I was awake.
Something moved beside the bed.
My spirit felt it before my eyes did.
I didn’t see it, but I knew it was there.
That night broke the illusion completely:
This wasn’t mental. This wasn’t emotional. This wasn’t physical.
This was spiritual.
That was the night everything changed.
5️⃣ The Weird Coincidences That Weren’t Coincidences
Once the spiritual veil lifted, I started noticing patterns:
- People around me acting strangely
- Sudden attacks on my emotions
- Arguments that didn’t make sense
- Random sickness
- Doors opening by themselves
- Dreams lining up with real-life events
- Feeling watched even when alone
- Waking up at the same time every night
Every piece connected.
Every sign pointed to the same truth:
The battle was spiritual.
And it had been happening long before I realized it.
6️⃣ When Deliverance Messages Started Finding Me
This is how I knew God was guiding me:
- Deliverance videos popped up out of nowhere
- Scriptures about warfare kept showing up
- People randomly spoke things that confirmed what I felt
- God kept nudging me toward prayer and fasting
- My spirit felt more alert
- And the Holy Spirit whispered truths I didn’t want to accept yet
God was opening my eyes.
Not to scare me…
But to prepare me.
CONCLUSION — The Moment I Finally Knew
One day, everything clicked.
My dreams…
My physical symptoms…
My emotional battles…
My spiritual resistance…
My sudden discernment…
It all pointed to one truth:
I wasn’t crazy.
I wasn’t losing my mind.
I wasn’t imagining anything.
I was under spiritual warfare.
And that realization didn’t break me —
it freed me.
Because once you recognize the battle,
you can finally start to fight back.
This blog exists because someone reading this is living the same confusion I lived — but doesn’t have the words for it yet.
I pray my story gives your story language.
INTRODUCTION: The Moment Everything Shifted
Warning dreams are one thing…
But when the spiritual realm starts showing up in your body, in your home, in your mind, and in the atmosphere around you — that’s when the battle becomes undeniable.
At first I still tried to explain everything away.
I didn’t want to believe that what I was feeling, seeing, and experiencing had anything to do with spiritual warfare.
I told myself:
“Maybe it’s stress.”
“Maybe it’s hormones.”
“Maybe I’m imagining things.”
But the truth was:
I was under attack, and God had already tried to warn me.
I just didn’t recognize it.
This is how it all unfolded.
1️⃣ The Physical Sensations Nobody Could Explain
It started subtly.
I began to feel strange sensations in my body — crawling, moving, pulling, pressure.
Not normal symptoms.
Not medical symptoms.
Not anything a doctor could explain.
It would happen:
- At night
- During prayer
- When I closed my eyes
- When I tried to sleep
- Or even when I was just lying still
I knew something wasn’t right.
But I didn’t have the language for it yet.
I didn’t know it was spiritual.
I didn’t know I was fighting something I couldn’t see.
2️⃣ The Attacks That Followed Me Into Sleep
My sleep wasn’t peaceful anymore.
I would wake up feeling drained, heavy, attacked — as if something had been pulling at me all night.
The dreams increased.
The oppression increased.
The sense of being “watched” increased.
Every night became a battle.
Just like in my dream of being buried alive, I felt like I was suffocating silently in the spirit realm, unable to speak, unable to explain what was happening to me.
And nobody around me understood.
3️⃣ The Feeling of Being Spiritually Targeted
It wasn’t just physical anymore.
It was emotional.
It was mental.
It was spiritual.
I would be sitting down, and suddenly feel:
- Anxiety out of nowhere
- A heaviness that felt supernatural
- A presence that wasn’t God
- Thoughts that weren’t mine
- A pressure that felt like something pressing into my mind or chest
It was as if something wanted me to break.
To lose faith.
To shut up.
To give up.
The enemy doesn’t attack the purposeless —
He attacks the called.
I didn’t know then that my calling was awakening — and the attack came to fight it.
4️⃣ The Desire to Isolate (Another Spiritual Sign)
One of the biggest signs you are under attack is isolation.
Suddenly I didn’t want to be around anyone.
I didn’t want to talk.
I didn’t want to explain myself.
I didn’t want anyone to know what I was experiencing.
I felt alone.
But the dreams had already shown me:
No one could hear me when I tried to speak.
This isolation wasn’t emotional —
it was spiritual silencing.
The enemy wanted me to suffer in silence so I wouldn’t seek help or fight back.
5️⃣ The Attacks Intensified During Fasting & Prayer
The final confirmation that this was spiritual was the reaction I had when I prayed or fasted.
Whenever I tried to pray:
- the sensations got stronger
- the attacks increased
- the atmosphere felt hostile
- the enemy reacted violently
Whenever I fasted:
- the warfare became intense
- the enemy fought harder
- my dreams got clearer
- the spiritual pressure increased
This was not “mental health.”
This was not exhaustion.
This was not coincidence.
This was warfare.
The dreams had warned me:
Something wanted me buried.
Something wanted me drowned.
Something wanted me spiritually dead.
But God had other plans.
CONCLUSION: The Moment I Finally Understood
It wasn’t one moment —
it was a pattern.
I realized I was under spiritual attack when:
- My dreams became warnings
- My body reacted to spiritual things
- My sleep turned into a battleground
- My mind felt invaded
- My emotions were overwhelmed
- My prayers stirred up a supernatural reaction
This was not natural.
This was supernatural.
This was warfare.
And the same God who warned me…
would be the same God who walked me through deliverance, fasting, healing, and revelation.
This blog is where I will tell the whole journey — step by step — so no woman ever feels alone in a battle she doesn’t understand.
“When My Body Told Me Something Was Wrong — But the Doctors Said I Was Fine”
There comes a moment in every spiritual journey when the physical world and the spiritual world collide.
For me, that moment hit in a way I never expected — in a place I never expected — and it changed everything.
This blog post is about the day my body sounded the alarm…
…and the medical world completely dismissed it.
1️⃣ When the Sensations Began
It started with a strange, confusing feeling between my legs.
Not pain…
Not burning…
Not anything “common.”
Just a movement, a presence, a sensation that I KNEW wasn’t normal.
It felt spiritual, not physical — but I didn’t have the language for that yet.
I hadn’t been sexually active in over 15 years.
No new partners.
No risks.
No exposure.
So nothing should have been happening “down there.”
But my body was telling me:
“Something is wrong.”
So I did what anyone would do —
I made an appointment, swallowed my embarrassment, and went to the doctor.
2️⃣ The Doctor Said Everything Was Normal
The doctor examined me, ran her tests, looked at me calmly, and said:
“You’re perfectly fine. There’s nothing wrong.”
But I knew she was wrong.
Women know their own bodies.
Women know when something is “off.”
Women know when something doesn’t feel natural.
And the feeling didn’t stop.
It didn’t get better.
It didn’t fade away.
If anything — it intensified.
I left that office even more confused than when I walked in.
How can you feel something is wrong…
…but medical science tells you you’re imagining it?
3️⃣ The Phone Call That Didn’t Make Sense
A few days later, the doctor called me back.
Her voice was serious, urgent — not the relaxed confidence she had before.
She said:
“Your test results came back. I need to talk to you about something.”
Then she gave me news that made NO sense whatsoever.
News that was so outrageous, so unbelievable, so medically impossible considering my life:
She told me I had something that is usually transmitted sexually…
even though I had not had sex in over 15 years.
I sat there thinking:
“How?
How can I have something I’ve had NO exposure to?”
I was shocked, embarrassed, confused, and furious all at the same time.
How do you explain this?
How do you accept this?
How do you even process it?
It didn’t add up medically.
It didn’t add up logically.
It didn’t add up spiritually…
Until later.
4️⃣ When the Physical Didn’t Match the Spiritual
Something in me whispered:
“This is not physical. This is spiritual.”
Not because I was deep in deliverance yet.
Not because I knew about warfare.
Not because I was thinking about spirits.
But because in my spirit — deep down — I knew:
“This is an attack.”
“This is not natural.”
“This is not normal.”
My intuition refused to believe the report.
My spirit would not accept the confusion.
My inner woman kept saying:
“This is something else.”
This moment became the turning point —
The moment where the natural world failed me…
And the spiritual world stepped into focus.
5️⃣ When the Symptoms Didn’t Match the Diagnosis
I questioned everything.
How can:
- No sexual activity
- No partner
- No exposure
- No symptoms of infection
- No lifestyle risk
- No warning signs
…turn into a diagnosis like that?
It didn’t make scientific sense.
But I now understand something I didn’t realize back then:
Spiritual attacks can manifest in the body.
Demonic oppression can touch physical areas.
Warfare can appear as symptoms doctors cannot explain.
And just because something shows up on a test
does NOT mean it came from the natural world.
This was the beginning of me realizing:
I was not dealing with a medical problem.
I was dealing with a spiritual invasion.
6️⃣ The Awakening: “This Is Not Just Physical.”
This moment — this doctor’s visit — was when my eyes truly started opening.
I didn’t yet understand deliverance.
I didn’t yet understand demons, spiritual oppression, or body-level attacks.
I didn’t yet understand how spiritual entities can disturb physical functions.
But this was the moment I knew:
My battle was not just in my flesh.
It was in the spirit.
This was the moment God began leading me
away from natural explanations
and toward spiritual truth.
✨ Conclusion: The Day I Realized the War Had Started
This doctor’s visit wasn’t just medical.
It was prophetic.
It was revealing.
It was awakening.
My body wasn’t lying.
My spirit wasn’t wrong.
My intuition wasn’t crazy.
Something HAD been attacking me.
Something WAS operating in the unseen.
Something WAS interfering with my body and my peace.
And that day — even before the fasting, the torment, the deliverance, the dreams —
that day was the first day I realized:
“I am under spiritual warfare.”
This blog will continue telling the story —
because this moment was only the beginning.
JEANE'S SPIRITURAL JOURNEY 
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